Overview

So I spent all this time writing this lengthy blog out and my internet wasnt connected so I lost it all. ugh.

We have central air!!!! Yaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!
We completed the Insanity program! I'm very proud of me and my husband. It took alot of hard work. I may not be where I want to quite yet but I am definetly well underway. Uncle Jimmy, sorry but I'm afraid that running will make my legs get big. Bahaha. That sounded super vain, but it's the truth. I dont mind doing the occasional 5k or something. I can definetly run that. Maybe not the fastest, but I can do it. :) I appreciate all the tips you gave me. Actually, my uncle said something that really made me think. He told me that when he runs, he can let it all go. It's the only time his brain can "shut off". (this is all paraphrased of course) The whole time I'm running I have to concentrate on where to next. How far I have left to run. And the weather makes for an unpredictable workout regime. But I get it. I get that way with Insanity. Maybe it sounds stupid, but I do. Each set is supposed to be 3 mins, so I know that I can just do it. Until I can't move and I'm trying to catch my breath on the floor. haah
I think that so far the hardest thing about trying to get back to a place you were, (or a size you were) is being close. Seeing that last little hurdle to overcome. Seeing the smaller spots you need to work on and only wearing some of your clothes I think is harder than being a million miles away from your goal.

Russell Vaughn is hilarious. He gets into EVERYTHING though. Like he seriously can not be left alone. He pulls everything down or out, he wraps himself up in everything, and when you try to scold him- he laughs. He loves music, and food. And his sisters and brother. Man, Tasha can get him really goin. I feel like I need to get one of those plastic barricade things you can build so I can create a cord-free zone for him. sigh. Anybody have suggestions for how to get babies to stop ripping out handfulls of hair? Yes, HANDFULLS. Little chubby hands full of my hair. And he laughs. Thats something they dont tell you about when you're getting ready to have a kid. :) Whats funny though is that Jayden was never like that. Nor Tasha. But maybe they did get progressively worse. Or nosey. Or mouthy.

I applied for a telecommuting ob working for Google doing Data entry. Didn't get it. But it's cool. We aren't in need, and I am trying to switch fields so it's not like I expected to get the first one I liked. I don't want to be away from the kids. I want to be involved. But the extra cash flow would be nice too. Just putting some good vibes out. I haven't been seriously looking or anything. :)
Google woulda been neat though I think.

Baby is crying!

shmoogle :)

So yesterday I did pretty good. Month 2 of Insanity is alot harder than month one. Relatively though I suppose I am doing like a trillion pushups and was only able to do like 5 before. Maybe the first number is exaggerated. :) I was excited though because there was only really one excersize that I pretty much didnt even try. On all the others I may have not been able to keep up with the pace, but I did the excersizes with good form and THAT is what counts!

My cuz talked to me about alot yesterday. I wish we lived closer because I'd totally prolly be annoying how much I'd be tryin to hang out. 'Specially with that cute new baby! ;) Seriously though, I talked to alot about what was annoying me and it helped.

Russell had blueberry yogurt the last few days and loooooves it! I think he really just likes yogurt in general. He's really not all that picky-which is VERY nice! Let's just hope he stays that way!

I made these little cards for Deano to take to school they say basically my name is deano and I want to play with you, call my mom to set up a playdate! then my name/#. I saw an ad for a company that makes them in the back of my Parenting mag. So far he has given them to Baby Bowzer, Mario, Princess Peach and Maximus. Max is the only real name in the bunch...but Alexa's mom called to set up a playdate! Is it abnormal for boys to re-name their friends like that? DJ says he did kinda. And Joseph says that none of his friends were really called by their actual names till they got older... I am not so sure what to think lol.

Girls are supposed to have soccer tonight, We shall see, it's gonna rain all day- AGAIN. Well, babies cryin, later

I have alot to say.

I am happy Osama was found. Maybe not so "happy" that he was killed, but thrilled that our military served justice. Maybe we should have sent pics in while playing those long long games of RISK and building little caves and armies for him in that general area.....Oh what's that? They didnt find him because of that but because of tactics? Fine. Whatever. lol

Soooooo the stupid lady at the school should shut her mouth and enjoy that people have freedom of speech and that not all things SHE says are not offending people.
I WILL be at the 5k on sat. even if its with a stoller and Deanos little leash thingy.
I think the general populous is stupid
I wish I could find a remote job today
I dislike money
I'm trying to teach the kids not to say "hate" and so now that's all I wanna say
Im angry that people are so selfish
I'm not so tired today but am very angry
I dislike insurance
I dislike people
I will never work in a resturant again
I dislike having crappy mornings
I really really really really really dislike our water
I want to move
I dont really want to find a job, cant I just get paid for staying at home?
-in reply, no. I'm white.
Russell is a stinker
Deano is a stinker
Jayden needs to stop being so sensitive. But she has been VERY helpful and completely voluntarily setting and clearing the table by herself for a whole week now for dinner..
Natasha is a punk and too much like me
If it's not noticable, I'm having a hard time with making random thoughts into things to talk about
I'm excited for sat and dissappointed that last sat didnt work out
I think that my brain doesnt function the same as most peoples because apparently most people are selfish and rude even though they pretend not to be because they ultimately feel bad about how they really think that the world is supposed to revolve around them when it does not
I love my kids
I love my husband
They should make summer camp less expensive and last more than 2 days. WHO PAYS FOR THAT???!!!
I should have finished my degree.

Also, houses with elevators really don't mean you're better than me. Evenif it did make me feel small. Do you make your kids cupcakes? no. but i do.

I should start my own bakery.
The only two things stopping me are fear and oppurtunity
Also, I dont want to work in a resturant